I see no need in making resolutions. No need to set oneself up for certain failure. There is only one goal I have anymore – that is to be happy.
With that statement, I should clarify, I honestly do have other goals – things I want to do – want to accomplish – but they are not tangible to other people. They are not the type of things you will sit down and discuss over coffee with your friend (if you like that sort of thing). They are stepping stones – blocks to move to – blocks to move from.
I have removed the past blog postings. While they were good – they were also deeply personal and something that at this time I do not want to share with the internet world. They are safe – hidden from view of the net-lurkers and un-accessible to all that really had no part in that time. It feels good to be able to lock that door with a key that only I can use. At times I feel the internet world is taking over rapidly and I can feel myself comfortably sinking into its nether regions with an ease that is both shocking and satisfying. Safer. Saner. Quieter.
I have become very comfortable in my world. I no longer feel the overwhelming need to stay moving – chasing whatever dragon was around the corner. I find great satisfaction in the projects. Manipulating my world to better suit our needs and finding the knowledge that what is in my head is something that I can do – even more satisfying. Using unconventional items to serve a conventional goal is very fulfilling. Being able to put your mark on an idea and claiming it – that is what life has become.
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